I used alcohol to clean my ass.

My experience too with coke. I really really liked it. I wanted to talk to people, was having a good time, but most of all I wanted more coke. I firmly believe that if I had had access to more, I would’ve done all there was and died. Never again.

The Beanboozled Challenge – fuck that shit.

Marriage, I’m still married but I wouldn’t do it again.

I put icy hot on my balls as an experiment..that was a different kind of pain.

Got minor surgery with only local anesthetic. Still hurt like hell at certain moments—even more when he went through scar tissue, and for some reason numbing doesn’t work well on me so I needed an extra shot—and even when it didn’t I could feel the tearing and it was just…So unsettling…So uncomfortable. My body was being shaken around because some of it was liposuction and it is

Ran a half marathon. I suffered through the training and got told “when you hit the finish line, it will all be worth it”. When I crossed the finish line I felt like I was dying and I hated every second of the race. My mentor finally admitted “maybe running isn’t for you”.

I went parasailing, the guy could tell I was scared and thought it was a great idea to lunge toward me as im being lifted into the air, and scream “WAIT, SHES NOT STRAPPED IN!!” I was in-fact strapped in and boy did I straight up not have a good time. My mom was on the boat and ripped the guy a new one cuz I got the anxieties.

Allow myself to go into mountains of debt again. Working my life away just to pay bills was absolutely miserable. Filing for bankruptcy in my late 20s was not something I ever thought I would be doing when I was younger. But, I’m thankful for the fresh start and lessons learned. Life is so much more enjoyable when you’re not drowning.

I once ate a bag of peanuts shell and all – can confirm that shitting razor blades hurts.

Put my tongue on some ice- it stuck to the ice, I pulled it out and started bleeding from my mouth during a family reunion. Never again.

My brother and I walked across an expansive railroad trestle with the wide river flowing vigorously below. If a train had come, we would’ve risked having to jump into the rapidly moving river. Never again.

Jerked off with toothpaste once. Not a good idea.

Trying to get my scuba certificate, I went on a night dive in Florida. Pitch black and too much pressure. Never again. It felt like being buried alive.

Half a bottle of xxx hot sauce on my burrito during work, my underwear ended up in a garbage can out front of a closed down coach outlet.

I went to Snake Pit at the Indy 500. It was the most fun I never want to have again.

Betraying my dreams for somebody else’s dream for me.